If I had to quickly write this piece and finish it off with just a short sentence, this blog would read, "It feels terrible". But this one particular blog can't definitely be that short. There is so much that I'm feeling and going through that anything written in brief wouldn't do justice to it and a big blog, still wont suffice. Last day at work, isn't a great feeling, especially if you have nothing planned ahead.
To begin with, I'm going to miss my colleagues from the office the most, like the mooosttt. They have been the craziest, loveliest and awesomest (I know there isn't such word, but that's how awesome they really are) people I have met at a professional level ever. They know how to welcome someone with warmth and treat them with umpteen care and unbiased love. They have unknowingly taught me so many small but significant lessons in life, the value of little things, its just terrific. A little about them all:
One colleague of mine, she has been an inspiration, has pushed me to do things which I had always been procrastinating all this while. She is so giving and selfless when it comes to things like these, anybody else's progress would just make her more happy. A phenomenal writer, happy doodler and an insane creature, she will be missed the most. Our camaraderie is a subtle one, it's all unsaid and done, no complaints, no demands, just a common love for many things together.
Other one, has been like my source of entertainment at work, has made me laugh at times when I did not even need him. No matter what, he has been there, being stupid and crazy and kickass. I did not even realize, when his presence became so consequential to me.
This only other boy in the team, is quite a sweet fellow. He will take all the tantrums, anger, mood swings and still be the same to you. He has always put others before him and that is what makes him indeed a real nice person. I wonder when I can be that selfless, but still the struggle is on :)
There is this super-creative female, her work has been such an inspiration. Everything she created, has been so incredibly beautiful that it inspires every one to create, to weave magic. Also, she is a lovely human and maybe that is the reason, I have a special inclination towards her even without having some real good 'bonding' moments with her.
She is about to get married, has mood swings which are more volatile than the Sensex, but has this one particular thing about her, her good mood is infectious. The times when she is in the right state, no one else in office can remain dull. Her live wire energy keeps us going.
This tiny chatterbox in the office, can get everyone to listen to her. She can talk endlessly for hours and people say, she can talk to corpses too, their inhuman state won't matter to her. This holds true after you see her constantly babbling around with anyone and everyone. At the same time, I have never seen her complaining about anything under the sun, she will just make fun of it and laugh it off. Quite a super thing.
One colleague, who left work much before I did, is quite missed. She was like this mobile bomb of cuteness. Her smile so contagious and her style so different, I always found myself gawking at her in bewilderment, her cuteness was just not believable, it was too good to be true. I wish to remain in touch with her.
This new girl in the office, hardly been a month since she has joined, but her sweet little gestures have bowled me over. Her home-cooked food, her uncontrollable laugh and the cute way of calling me will keep coming back to me all the time.
And then there is this one more girl, a mellow personality, just makes everything look so calm and normal. Her way of looking at things is different. Observant enough, she very gracefully does small things that leave you smiling, it's amazing!
Apart from these crazy people, I am going to miss my work, a bit too much. This place, has given me opportunities, so many, to learn and grow. Here, I have grown in everything I thought I was moderately good at, learnt so much more and most importantly have learnt quite a few lessons of life. Hoping to continue my tryst with writing and doodling even after I walk out from here.
While I write this, I think there are so many things that I'm going to miss, the food, the post-lunch walks, the unnecessary gossip, the laughter, the chitter-chatter, the morning discussions, the ranting, the people (yes! I mention this again), and my work (this too deserves equal importance). Nevertheless I will try my best to keep in touch with all of these super-awesome people and keep in touch with myself, by continuing to do what I love.
Wishing luck to myself :)
Life goes on...